notepad jd pgnti blog time kt uma...tenet lom psg la...

nk msok kn entry smlm time aq xblh tdo...hahahahahhaa....jom la cikidout..............hahahha

hi notepad...
da kol 3:04 a.m. mate da ngntok tp xbpe nk blh tdo la pulak...
y???xtau la...cm byk sgt je yg aq pk kn...sbnrnye aq tumpang tulis kt notepad ni..
sbb t aq nk copy then paste kt multiply then post...bukn multiply je tw...kt blog pon sme...
xtgl jgk aq nk post entry ni kt tumblr...

knp aq xblh tdo??aq ni keje jg menteri ke smpai susa nk tdo pk kn psl ngra???
sbnrnye x pon....
aq keje biase2 je kt ngra owg...aq sbgai seorg pndtg(tjok lgu francesca peters)
kt ngra owg yg dknli sbgi SINGAPURA.. knp sgore???pe yg ad kt sne..???
mls la nk cte byk....tgk mtawang pon da ckup la....
2X gnda....tp bukn mksud aq nk kjr duit smta2...sbnrnye aq nk cri pnglmn bwu keje kt tpt
tpt owg...
dgn xtau ckp owg puteh...cm kne pksa pulak speakng english..
mybe skg da ok ckt kot...
xde la fasih english...ckt2 tau la ckp...yela..owg bodoh cm aq ni kne slow2 blaja..
owg bodoh??bukn aq la yg ckp...ad owg ckp aq ni bodoh...
mmg bodoh kot...time form 6 je da mnunjuk kn yg aq ni bodoh...smpai xdtg sek 3buln..
mmg pch rekod r...

sbnrnye agk kck ati r special bf sndri pnh ckp aq bodoh...
aq nk lupekn ape yg dia ckp kt aq...tp cm susah jerk...yela...
owg bodoh cm aq ni sng touching...hahahha...poyo...
tp btl r....arwh bf aq pon ckp aq bodoh sbb mmg aq buat bnda bodoh...
tp mybe skg pon mmg aq buat bnda bodoh kot...
ckp psl arwh bf aq...rndunye aq kt dye...
yunk...aq rndu kt kw sgt2....td da dpt brshkn kubur ko...da dpt bcekn yaasin kt ats
pusara ko, aq da ckup bsyukur da...
smpai mati aq syg ko....
smpai mati aq ngt kt ko...
rndunye kt ko...rse mcm nk ikot ko je...
tp aq belum byk amal nk dbwk jpe yg maha esa..

kt entry ni aq nk selitkn psl special bf aq yg bwu ni...ala...zaidee
dulu pnh couple...tp kejap jerk...
lost contact 2 taon...
aq rse aq tau knp XGF dye sume tglkn dye...
cm ne aq nk ckp ek???
aq xtau nk mula ckp dr mane...
dye sgt ok....dia pnh ckp dye syg aq sowg jerk
tp aq xtau la knp...mybe aq da twr ati kot...mmg aq syg kt dye tp aq cm xyakin yg dye btl2
sygkn aq ke x...
aq pnh kck ati ngn perkataan yg keluar dr mulut dye...bukn skali, bukn 2kali...tp da byk
kali...buat mse ni Alhamdulillah aq still blh trme dye lg....sbnr2nye aq trme dye...

dye pnh ckp yg dye nk kumpul duit then kwen dgn aq...tp cre dye yg sibuj dgn shopping,
buat rmbut, mkn yg ikut kn tekak...aq jd xyakin ngn dye ni..
aq ngt nk suh dye buat pnjmn ASB...bukn aq nk suh dye berhutang...tp ni utk ksngn dye ngn
aq jgk..time da kwen t lg mcm2 yg Allah nk uji kt hambanye...
bukn 2 jerk...aq suh dye bhnti rokok pon dye wat saje jerk...
xkn aq nk ugut dye bhnti rokok kot....
nta la...

lg 1 aq xtau la knp...tp mybe jns owg kl ni kurg sopan ngn mmbe....adoyai...yg ni aq susa
nk cte...brt sgt ati aq nk cte...biakn aq smpn dlm ati dlu k??tp mmg nmpk sgt prngai dye
yg budk2 2...aq xksh...tp dye sptutnye blh pk...taon dpn umo da xde '1' k??da ptot blh
ubah sikap sndri...ni x...dgn sibuk game memanjang...sangap xtutup mulut....aq rse bnda
2 xpyh nk di ajar....sndri blh tau...sangap tutup mulut 2 je kte da buat pahala kck n blh
hapuskn dosa2 kck...xkn 2 pon nk kne ckp kot..

tp agak2 aq da fade up ngn prngai dye...aq xkn tglkn dye...tp ad bnda yg aq akn buat
bg dye ngt smpai mati
2 jnji aq...!!!

namer???aq nk ckp pe psl namer ni ek??dlu time aq syg kt dye...dye wat endah xendah jerk...
tp skg??tiap2 mlm dye tepon aq..tp aq xangkt...aq kck ati tahap gaban r...siyez, xtpu...hahaha
tp aq nk dye rse ape yg aq rse sblm ni...

the end...jpe lg len entry...papai
pwincess_shizuka :) 3:30 a.m